I would like to now catch up anyone who might be reading this on the drama in my life. Also, it's good for me to have it somewhere accessible in case I end up forgetting something.
Something happened between Lor and Bree. I'm really not sure what anymore, it seems worlds away from now. Oh man, that is really going to annoy me all night now. I'm going to be thinking about it all night. Why did they get mad in the first place?
I remember something about Bree not being appreciated and Lor being rude or something. Bree vented to me and Becca like usual. We were feeling a little underpressure because the venting was happening more often because Bree is a paranoid person, as she will admit, and was afraid that Lor would say something behind her back to us. So then Lor tried not to vent because Becca and I were talking about it and trying to catch each other up at lunch and Lor walked in or something.
I don't know how much of that is real memory or just jammed together. Aha...
I'm so lame.
Anyways, Lor had just broken up with her boyfriend Taylor for some reason and then was all gloomy because Alysha [someone I really do not like who is also still Lor's friend for some unknown cause] told Lor that Taylor and her were talking online. Alysha and Taylor had made plans to uhm, get intamate, that Wedensday during when our concert choir practice is.
Yet another reason for me to dislike that utterly wrinkle filled saggy child.
Oh man I'm such a biznatch.
Now Lor was trying to pull it off as a "if he needs to screw her to get over me, I'm fine with it." She was obviously hurting. Well, maybe not obviously. But her hurting made me hurt.
I found out on that Wedensday that Lor was already dealing with someone else and had made out with some other guy within the first two months of her and Taylor's relationship.
What a silly darling.
ANYWAYS! Bree was telling Becca about how she couldn't wait to tell Taylor the dirt she had on Lor, but then Becca told her they had broken up a few days earlier. I really didn't like the fact that she was serious. That's just plain biznatchy.
Lor topped it though.
As I said, and Bree will admit, she is a paranoid person. She went out with her friend Steph and vented about how Lor was being really rude and giving her dirty looks and such.
I really don't know what happened, but this is what my impression is.
So Steph got all "no she didn't!" and posted on Lor's facebook to leave Bree alone. Lor politely and forcefully replied that she hadn't done anything wrong and her and Bree's problems weren't much of her business. As far as I know, it ended there.
Lor has been hanging out with a girl named Jaime lately.
Now, my history with Jaime is a whole other very long story. But I feel bad about saying the things I did at Lor's birthday during everyone's venting. Mainly for the way it came out. I do not hate the girl, I just don't really want to hang with her. We are friends in a very loose term. I don't have much trust in her. That doesn't mean I'll be all rude to her. I really like having idle chit chat, saying hello in the halls and asking how her day went and all that. That's fine. Sadly, she doesn't realize this. Yesterday she said she loved me.
Awkward.
Anyways, Lor has been hanging out with her lately. Jaime never liked Bree, and Bree doesn't like Jaime because of her history. Actually Jaime did like Bree, during the Waterfront festival when Hedley played.
They are exellent live. Jacob wore a super man costume.
Anyways, they don't like eachother. Jaime really doesn't like Bree now because of Lor venting. Lor thinks that Bree has or is harrassing her on facebook. I'm thinking she's just over reacting to what Steph said. Typed. Whatever. SO, Jaime has started to harrass Bree in the halls at school. You know, the whole dirty look, talk shit about you when you're right there, and then get up in your face with randomness then laugh and walk away. Last week Bree got her email account hacked, and the person talked to Becca. Started talking "smack."
Bree isn't one to take these sort of things likely. She went to the school, telling them about Jaime's bullying and such. The school told her the account hacking was a matter for the police, which it is because it is illegal to do that, and the school is supposed to go through with her about it. It's called cyber bullying.
Jaime got called down to the office this Monday in regards to her harassment towards Bree. The next day Lor sat with Jess in Writers Craft. (The usual seating is Becca and Lor in front, and me and Jess behind. We have a nice seating arrangement.) So I figured she just wanted to talk to Jess about something and sat next to Becca. Half way through the class we were talking about food and I started to sing the Banana song during the little break we had after and turned around to share my lovely tune with Lor. She just kinda smiled and went back to drawing and I asked her what she was drawing and she said she got bored and started doodling a person.
Then she asked why Jaime got sent down to the office yesterday.
Becca came in at that point and asked if that was why Lor was mad at her. Lor said yes. (It occured to me then that that was why she didn't sit next to Becca.) I explained that Bree has been harrassed by Jaime in the halls and stuff and that Jaime is her main suspect for the hacker because of the harrassment and the fact that Jaime has a history with that sort of thing. Lor started to get angry and saying that Jaime hadn't been bullying her. And we said, yeah she has been. (Verbal, not physical) We started to explain that it was really stupid thing for her to do because Bree was involving the police and Lor could get expelled.
She said she didn't care.
Lor then stated that it was her, not Jaime, who had hacked Bree's account. I didn't quite process the information. I told her she didn't have the ability to do that. She said she got someone else to do it for her. Becca started to tear up and was trying not to cry, because earlier she was worried that Lor was involved in it and didn't want her to get in trouble with the police. She asked Lor if she did have anything to do with it, and Lor straight up told her she didn't. Becca had her back to Lor, and so did I until three minutes later when the bell rang. Then Lor sauntered over and started to attack Becca who told her she didnt think she could be friends with someone who would go that low. Lor said "were you ever really my friend?"
Then I stepped in and sorta pushed Lor away from Becca from standing between them, Becca who was already in tears from earlier, and told her to "walk away, now." I repeated that a few times, and after three times I gave her a slight shove on the arm when I was replied with "Don't tell me what to do." I couldn't really think straight because I was still processing the whole "My always innocent best friend just hacked into my other best friends account just to start beef." So I just kept repeating "walk away, now." I think Jess kinda eased Lor out the door at that point.
Poor Jess, getting dragged into things. I'll thank/appologise to her tomorrow. If I see her, considering we don't have classes for the University presentations.
I then tried to sooth Becca a bit and held her hand as we went to our lockers to grab our books for religion. Lor has her locker next to mine, and shares with Becca. Becca went to talk with Bree, and Lor turned around and said something that I really don't remember. I remember it as more anger issues, and I said "No, not after what you just said to Santi." (Santi = Becca) We then witnessed Jaime appologising to Bree about the whole "in her face thing" and how she didn't mean it as a mockery, even though she was laughing. Bree accepted it sort of and then we went off down the hall. Becca said it was just because she's afraid of being suspended. Bree and I both agreed, but thought it was a step up of from ripping her apart verbally.
During lunch Becca recieved text messages from Lor appologising and asking if they could go to macs after school to sort things out. She admitted that she had blown up and said some stupid things. Becca told her that she needed time to cool off.
All throughout today I ended up avoiding talking to Lor. Leaving after second period didn't help that very much, but I had some major cramps. (Being female sucks) I wasn't really avoiding her though. It was just awkward to start a conversation, and she never did. So it ended up as me avoiding her I think.
Nikki called me today after choir (which I missed due to cramps) and said that she was the only one there for our part. In the fifty person choir Tori, Lor, Nikki and I have a part in Auld Lange Syne for ourselves. Tori was sick this morning too, but I think Lor just ditched due to too much of her own beef. Nikki asked what was up, because Lor also said she wasn't coming to our annual Halloween party due to "personal issues." I explained everything in this VERY long blog to her that she didn't already know.
By the way, Alysha and Taylor never got together that day. At least for that purpose. Alysha told Lor that she couldn't go through with it because Lor was her friend. If she really was her friend, she wouldn't have even thought about it. She wouldn't have even been in the conversation with her friends ex that would lead to that. Wrinkles.
My finger really itches. I don't know why, but it does.
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