I just can't get it

and I'm coming to these terms that my heart won't beat anymore.

I had three tests today.

Vocals, Writers Craft, and Religion.

I think my vocals was the worst I've done since my first year. Which really sucks, because I didn't feel nervous and two seconds earlier and after I sung everything perfectly. It was such a let down.

Writers Craft was moderate. I feel that I did my best and marked down the majority of the questions correct. All though it has happened nearly every time I have one of those tests that I feel awsome about it and then end up getting a poor mark.

Religion was terrible. I tried to answer the review questions last night, but none of the ones I looked at were in the notes [and I have all of them!]. I feel horrible. I was supposed to finish them and then send the answers to Becca through email, but I couldn't get any of them. I think I did okay on the test. Not great, not failed, but imbetween.

Much like my life.

Becca wasn't at school today, and missed both the Writers Craft and Religion tests as a result. I hope she's okay. I know she worked until 10:30 last night, which is why I was supposed to send her that email, and she wasn't totally upbeat yesterday.

I'll give her a ring to see if she's still breathing.

By the way, I'm at home until 1:20. Since I finished my religion test early, I got to leave early. See we usually have lunch in the middle of religion, but since there was a test we had it after religion. Thus, I am here.

xxx